Today started poorly with me finding out that I didn't get the library position. :`( Then I posted my Christmas present home for only £1.75! But as I was in queue for the post office I got really thoughtful and started questioning who I was, what I was doing in London, what I was doing with my life, etc. Not good, considering I nearly started crying in queue! Then off to work for Esprit yet again, boo! I'm really starting to hate catering! When I got home (early) I talked with Chris for a few hours, to try to get me felling better, before watching The 40 Year Old Virgin.